I have to say that I was agog when I saw that the nation’s paper of record—The New York Times, the old gray lady herself!—contained a feature-length story about my hometown of DeRidder, Louisiana. I would never have imagined such a thing to be possible, but there it was. My hometown is a dot on the map. It’s a place that means the world to me. But like many other small towns across the South, it’s just not the kind of place that has much of interest for coastal elites. We have local celebrities, but very few national ones. The big events in DeRidder are high school football games and the annual parish fair. It was pretty big news last year when “Swamp People” held a casting call in DeRidder, but that’s still not the kind of thing to attract the attention of national media.
So what caused The New York Times to include nearly 4,000 words about DeRidder in its hallowed pages? Well, let’s just say it’s not something I would ever have guessed. The entire story is about a former pastor named Jerry DeWitt who has renounced his Christian faith in favor of atheism. The story traces DeWitt’s journey from conversion to apostasy, and it focuses on what life has been like for him in DeRidder since he revealed himself as an atheist to the community.
There is much I could say in response to DeWitt’s story. I was happy to see that Albert Mohler wrote a very helpful article locating DeWitt’s journey within the larger framework of the new atheism. If you haven’t read Mohler’s article, I highly recommend it.
The big question that people ask when hearing of someone falling away from the faith is “Why?” What caused DeWitt to abandon the ministry and the faith that he once held so earnestly? DeWitt and I are about the same age and were probably in high school at the same time. But I don’t know DeWitt, and I certainly don’t presume to be able to account for everything that led to his apostasy. I do think, however, that there was one interesting tell in The New York Times story that gives a glimpse into why he might have been vulnerable to this fall. Here’s the relevant excerpt:
The transition away from faith may start with an intellectual epiphany, but it runs through a difficult reinterpretation of your own past. For believers, this often involves what DeWitt calls a “hook,” or a miraculous story that helps anchor your faith. He gave me an example: he was born again in Jimmy Swaggart’s church thanks to his former elementary-school teacher, who persuaded him to come along with her to Baton Rouge. He later discovered that his teacher almost died while she was being born, and that she had emerged safely from the womb only after a preacher from a neighboring town was roused from sleep to offer a blessing in the delivery room. That preacher was DeWitt’s paternal grandfather. This coincidence had seemed providential to DeWitt, a sign that he was meant to be a preacher himself.
DeWitt describes this “hook” as if it were a miraculous sign that served as the basis for his faith. Notice that the “hook” is not the Bible or the gospel message itself. It’s a personalized miraculous event that helps to uphold the authenticity of the Christian message. What’s wrong with this?
The Bible warns against relying on “hooks” or “signs.” When people do build their faith on such signs, they are making themselves vulnerable to attack. Jesus confronted this very kind of thinking in his confrontation with the scribes and the Pharisees in Matthew 12:38-40:
38 Then some of the scribes and Pharisees answered Him, saying, “Teacher, we want to see a sign from You.” 39 But He answered and said to them, “An evil and adulterous generation craves for a sign; and yet no sign shall be given to it but the sign of Jonah the prophet; 40 for just as Jonah was three days and three nights in the belly of the sea monster, so shall the Son of Man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.”
In John’s gospel, people often sought for signs as a basis for believing, but their sign-seeking is not portrayed as a good thing. In John 6:30, the multitude asks Jesus, “What then do You do for a sign, that we may see, and believe You? What work do You perform?”
Jesus’ response to this query is astonishing. He refuses to give them another miraculous sign but instead tells them that they need to trust in him. Jesus is not interested in a sign-seeking faith, but in a Jesus-seeking faith. Sign-seekers often find Jesus alone to be insufficient, and that is why he highlights the deficiency of sign-seeking faith (John 2:23-25).
Anyone holding on to a “hook” or a “sign” as the basis for their faith needs to examine themselves (2 Cor. 13:5). The object of Christian faith is Jesus Christ alone and his death and resurrection for sinners (1 Cor. 15:3-5). To miss this is to miss everything. And it appears that this is at least in part what happened to DeWitt.
DeWitt’s story is as sad as it is interesting, and you can read the rest of it here. I hope this isn’t the last leg of DeWitt’s journey. Perhaps this story will have a happier ending than the one in The New York Times. Stranger things have happened, and the Lord’s arm is not too short to save (Isaiah 59:1).